Recurring dreams

Have u ever dreamt of one thing again and again.. I m talking about the sort of dream when we see it and it recurs after a week or a month. The same thing u see it and then u think in the dream that you have seen it before but that too in the dream..

 

I remember seeing one dream recurring but it was bad since it used to be horrendous and a nightmare for me !

Some History before narration:

I remember somehow my days in Kindergarten. And that I used to go with my sister in some montessory school and I remember a party also which was I think annual day celebrations or something. The school was primary one with upto 5 grades only I was in the kindergarten at that time and my sis was in her 3rd grade. I remember the pain in my ears when all the kids in my class used to cry all day but there was one window where I used to sit and never cried since I could see my mom coming everyday from there to pick me up. .. I rememer that window clearly.

Once my sister finshed her 3rd class over there we moved to a new school, which was better and I got admission in my first grade. everything was fine.. I gradually moved to upper classes.

 In 8th grade my sister left but I continued studing in this new school There was a way a street kind of which used to join my old school and my new school .. I dont know why but we never used to take that route while going to the school. it happened one day that I was in grade 7 and coming alone from that street so I thought about seeing the school and my kindergarten. As soon as I entered the school premises it was all ruined ..the whole building of the school was kind of blasted.. nothing over there.. I asked a local about the school... and she told me that a kid once died there... therefore the school had to close and moreover it was going in loss. so they were reconstructing the place and making it a building or something !

hmm.. I thought about that poor child.. and I slept thinking about that montessory school~

My nightmare:

I saw myself entering into my montessory school - I saw that i was also the part of the annual day party and i saw my sister as she used to look when she was in 3rd - I saw myslef sitting near the window and waiting for my mom... from that window.. and as soon as I heard something I jumped off from my seat.. I saw a snake entering from that window.. a huge snake.. i turned around and the whole class was empty .. the front lawn where that party was going was vacant.. no one was there.. not even my sister.. but still I could hear something painful... cries of the small children in my class... pain and ... i was helpless since there was no door i could see.. and no way to escape..I saw the snake moving towards me

with a jolt I woke up.

I saw this dream again and again i think it repeated amost after every two three months.. till I was in my 12th grade!

I was so sick of it... I used to think that there is something wrong with me or maybe that school was jinxed..

Then from somehwere I found a book by a german author about dream analysis and then I got to know why we dream and wat are recurring dreams.

There was treatment about curing painful dreams.

I learned to treat myslef.. and In a lucid state as written by the author of the book i told my mind that I will visit that montessory school again...

but that night I just couldn't enter it.. I didn't dream that night.. even not the other night.. whole week i didnt dream.. but i said those words.. and slept... nothing dreamless nights passed by..

After 6-7 months... when i stopped saying anything.. I saw the same dream..

I clearly remeber what I did..

I saw myself entering into my montessory school - I saw that annual day party and i saw my sister  - I saw myslef sitting near the window and waiting for my mom... from that window.. and as soon as I heard something I jumped off from my seat.. I saw a snake entering from that window.. a huge snake.. i turned around and the whole class was empty .. the front lawn where that party was going was vacant.. no one was there..

I knew what will happen next..

but still I could hear something painful... cries of the small children in my class... pain and I saw the snake moving towards me... Suddenly I told my mind to dodge the snake I ran towards the blackboard and garbbed a duster.. I was not hyperventilating ... and I told myslef.. i was brave.. I threw the duster towards the snake.. I ran towards the window.. and jumped outside from the window.. I know.. i would be hurt.. but i just jumped..

I escaped... I saved my life.. wow..

when i woke up.. I was sore muscled..

But then this dream ended forever.

And now i know the cure for such dreams forever. showing bravery then and there as if it was real.