I just couldn't find T-I-M-E to do this activity which is my beloved but could.t find enough time to remain active in it. Wrote tens of posts but saved them in drafts, those posts laid there for weeks and eventually I had to delete them as they held no significance after another week.
Nostalgia at last couldn't keep me away from here for long and I was making a vague promise to myself in the day, as whatever happens I wont take a holiday (from here) for so long! Its N-I-G-H-T in here now.I reckon I will be able to keep it up.. (whistling)
The days and nights (also) have been going on tough, I think they are flying away somewhere ! I wake up at 7am and throw myself on bed at 12am at max. I reach my firm at 9:45 am and come back at 7 pm or sometimes later than that. I work on Saturdays as well and I S-L-EEE-P on Sundays. I meet my friends but only on Sundays unlike daily ! Am I moaning ? Naah.. Just an averment.
But yes.. somewhere a hidden whining can be sensed.. I daily cross my b'ful and spectacular university campus on my way to my new life I'm adjusting to the view of my "second-home" from outside and resisting my temptation to enter it. I can't even find a second to just touch that bark of tree which embraces the gate, I want to enter it and RE-LIVE that playfulness and freedom that place is synonymous to. The air is so sweet and fresh there.. it rejuvenates the soul in its entirety. The years I spent there are inexplicable .. the moments with my friends are now in sepia form of memory .. the photos ever taken there in my campus amounts to a huge number.. preserved carefully in my phone.
whenever I'm thinking deeply over a matter and find myself stuck in whirlpool of thoughts, not finding a way to get out from there.. I always take a break .. slide open my phone and shuffle the best days I have spent in my university campus. I feel good but I feel blessed that I got an opportunity to move ahead.
My new life is fun.. very fun actually! A feeling to prove and improve myself wins over nostalgia.
but I think this feeling will remain with me for a while or may be for a lifetime.. as I have recently taken a flight from my nest!
"Learning the law is definitely a difficult thing but the most existing day is Monday here"