Too eager to know...

"What lies ahead?"

I have started enjoying the worst days of my life as I cant do anything more than that specially when I'm becoming the victim of circumstances again and again. When i'm being targeted to "take the test of Patience.."

A few days before things started changing in a better direction and i can say it was all fine and with a fresh start I thought that I will give my final Law exams and will bid adieu to my dear Faculty of law and my beautiful University. as this is the Final X semester of my 5 year law graduation and at last i can be a graduate!It was a time for which I eagerly waited to know that what will happen after this?

A normal 22 year old (gurl) will definitely relate such period with the feeling of butterflies in stomach... isn't it?





Yesterday  it was the terrible  day of my life (10th May)
I got to know early morning that due to shortage of attendance i have been Detained and I will NOT BE allowed to take my final exams. GOD... my heart was in  my mouth and hot and cold flushes ran through me all when i heard this on my fone.. ~

I knew about my attendance... that it was.... a bit.... on the puny side............. but I DIDN'T know that it became so grave that 48 students from the whole Law Faculty were being stopped from giving examinations and that too when we have our final semester.. our batch  suffered the most.. we were 11 students and a whole year will go waste if we don't get to sit for the exam... being detained means that now we will have to give our exams next tear with out juniors and we will become ex-students as we will also not attend classes.


eeew... actually horrendous. i sped up and went to faculty as  i had to take an exam today and my books and everything I forgot to carry them with me..i was in such a hurry that i couldn't feel anything... whether i was carrying my college bag or not..?

time was running against me.. actually yes... most of the things were Against me...

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there when we met with the teachers, they had no clue what to do. Each "even" semester of every year  like 2nd, 4th, 6th, 8th and 10th semester was facing same problem. The attendance required was minimum 66% ... i had 65%.. can u IMAGINE ? it was not that low.. that a should be detained !

Every student was terrified because attendance has never been made such a big issue....... then why now? why are the students being detained .. just for this? when we have our exams tomorrow on  11th may then how come we can stay in faculty and do nothing except hear people talk that "nothing will happen... we will have to come next year" this meant that the whole 5 years went into a big drain as we will be the ex students which is like the !@#$%^  time of the year... and we have to hear this. and that NOW when we are an inch close to our  achievement ... was this some joke or we were destined for this???

I was not alone while suffering this trial and tribulation... in total 47 or 48 students were pleading to Dean of F.O.L ... and she kept saying that "is not in their hands"

Time was flying by quickly  ... it was already 2 pm and a long Letter of Sincere Apology was written after a lotta discussion and signed by all the students.. who were on this end of the unnatural calamity which broke on our heads and untimely gave us pressure and stress.. which we were already suffering due to vast syllabus of examinations.

All the drama queens and kings gathered up.. showcased their talents but nothing worked..


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This letter too, couldnt help us.. hence Some of the students went on crying and begging to the Dean (me too minus crying) to give us another chance ... just one... only one.

and yes... with due regard to the legality involved .. out of 47 only 5 could get clear on this issue... I was (luckily) one of them... was my bad time over?

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hmmm.. I returned home at 7 pm wasting my entire day and studying Nothing for the exam on the next day i.e today.
my 1st exam was on "Law relating to Insurance Busines, Banking and Negotiable Instruments"

I had a headache, an irritation and a sense of insecurity in relation to the future events that were going to happen in my life...

When my present is this bad then what can actually cheer me in the future?
this is what i thought!

Anyhow i managed to study ... and read it all... whatever it was.. just had the can full of worms last night... i reckon.. ..i had to had that .... struggle with the time. i was strangled by the time.....

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I didnt sleep at night....I  kept reading again and again.. and then when i felt dizzy i stopped took rest and again got cracking,

Puffy eyes, sore throat and my dear thyroid level helped me to feel extremely tired ... eeewww....

Finished my syllabus at 7 am exact, had my brkfast and literally ran to my university. I had to collect my Admit card ... thats what these office people were not giving us yesterday!

did they give it that easily.... NOOO.. my exam started at 9.30 am sharp and we were standing in the office waiting for our admit cards to be handed to us! only 5 in my batch got, rest 6 got detained...

hoarse cries and shrieks were echoeing ... but i hurried my way up to the clasroom where i had to take the exam. sat.. breathed.. relaxed.. and took the exam.

funny, isn't it.

once you are there... shouting for everyohe's rights and when u get yourself cleared..,you hurry up and vanish to catch the train called life!

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It was catastrophic..  
just got an sms..

"thankfully all who were detained are through with attendance, their exam (if missed) will be postponed for the future date i.e. 4th of june."

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Alls well that ends Wells~ they say

An unforgettable experience.

Ciao